I'm back in the States now. I'm living in Wisconsin, hating it most of the time.
But I'm engaged, and happily.
But I'm also about 200 pounds and hating that. I need to fix it, I need to fix my body. But it's so slow and the chronic pain makes it so difficult. Which is part of what I need to fix. It's an endless circle, and it seems like I'm both running it and standing still all the time.